no appetite

This sucks, I’m so on tilt right now that I don’t feel like eating the past week or so other than my Friday pig out. Life has been good too for the most part, I just can’t get my gears running and being on tilt it doesn’t take much to make me pretty much incoherent. So frustrating. I would explain but I can’t put it all into words right now and it’d be a pretty long post.  We’ll see though, if I have moments of “clarity” like a heroin addict I’ll try to blog pieces. Thats also why I haven’t really posted much lately, my brain feels like its all short circuited with bad memory so I haven’t been able to string together much coherent thoughts or observations.
I’m going to go force myself to eat something and continue to listen to my Matthew Good Band, I haven’t listened to Underdogs in such a long time, its actually quite refreshing again.

P.S. No root canals from my dental check up just a buttload of cavities still, so I’m going to get everything fixed up, got 5 more appointments before the end of year